Highly sleep deprived. Have been going back to my room "early" at night (OK earlIER than usual) thinking it's the only way to catch up on some much needed sleep. But as is the case with everything I do, whenever I want to do something it suddenly becomes the hardest thing to do. When I WANT to study (very very rare occasions I assure you) there is something completely different going on which I MUST do. When I want to sleep, I have these bouts of insomnia which are impossible to cure. I reach my room at 1 and end up watching TV till 4, and NO it's not because of the TV that I'm awake Mr./Ms. Smartypants, it's because I can't sleep that I have to turn it on hoping that something completely and utterly boring would put me to sleep but it usually gets interesting after a while. Sigh. I hate sleeping during the day because it just keeps me awake at night. Like yesterday, I went to sleep at 5.30, slept like a baby till 8.30, felt great, was on my way to the Gecko when I passed by Shilpi and she wished me all the best for my exam today with the kind of smile that just lights up your face. Studied for a while, went back at 1.30 and voila, no sleep! Tossed and turned till 4.30 and finally managed to fall asleep. Woke up at 6.30 feeling sleep deprived again. The handson couldn't have been better so I won't complain too much (don't think there's scope for any more anyway). Came back to class to sleep (the AC is on here and it's burning up out there. Who turned up that Sun?!) and surprise surprise no sleep. I thought I wouldn't even have to try to sleep in this place but now I know better. Sleeping pills here I come.
P.S. - Shilpi met with a terrible accident just after we met last night. She's still unconscious in the hospital :.(
Here's praying for a speedy recovery. Get well soon.
Please leave your wishes here.
**Update**
Shilpi was in the hospital for 4 days and has recovered fully now.
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